It's not about my spicy spaghetti which magically my mom liked it. oh well yeah, need to be explained here, that my mom is a marvelous chef at home, thus why it's really worthy to find she loved my handmade hehe..

It's about what i felt deep down inside. Sequentially, losing of money in the early new year, grandmother's died, broken relationship,and losing of my blackberry by the end of January, really devastating